13th jan
narcissist
obsessed retail therapist
critical and judgmental
whimsical


my family
my superman
my girlfriends




Aaron
Belinda
Emily
Elaine
Eunicey
Eunice.Toh
Ivy
Jiewei
Jace
Jasline
Wan Zhen
Xiao Hui
YitShan
YeeWah

this post came a tad late...but i love the photos we took on ELAINE'S 21ST BIRTHDAY!!

it was a lovely party that was very nicely decorated and my dearest is surrounded by alot of ppl who loves her :) love u lots my dear elaine..and you're always gonna close to my heart...




















im falling asleep at my work desk, in front of my com :(

work has been okay all this time..i have been drinking coffee everyday and its so bad for my teeth..so i brought my Tim Houtons Vanilla Cappuccino to work :) it taste so much better than black coffee and it doesnt seem to stain my teeth so much..i love it..

anyway i thought this job would be a good platform for everything tt comes along..now, my thoughts kinda differ i dunno why..i have to be realistic and not be too optimistic all the time..life isnt always rosy right?!

weekends have been good..
i met Wanzhen and baby Jayden on Wed..company dinner at East Coast International Seafood on Fri..which i had some bonding time with my new colleagues..they are a nice bunch of ppl and we were laughing so hard and loud tt ppl from the other rooms were noticing us..haha..and on Sat, i had a phototaking session with kelley in the morning and then it was elaine's big day at night..had alot of fun and took alot of photos haha..and by sunday, i hardly have any strength left to do anything..but i managed to drag my feet out of the house and went ROLLERBLADING :) baby and i blade for a mere 2 hours before we head home for dinner..but i enjoyed it..haven been exercising for so long..

there are so many things i wanna do..i can only put them on a to-do list and hope it does happens someday..

• picnic and kite flying
• bbq
• beach
• travel
• haji lane
• clubbing
• seletar buffalo wings
• make birthday cards
• birthday plans
• watch dramas
• see stars with baby

u cannot imagine how much i miss lying in bed doing nothing..how i used to have 12hours sleep a day..how i always get bored of doing nothing :(


















baby got me two tickets and he managed to get me another one for elaine..so the 3 of us went for the rehearsal :) we shopped around Marina Square for a while before we bought long john silver and join the massive crowd in watching the awesome show..

i love the whole show..and it was the best ( to me) compared to the two previous years..the stage is way too cool..the 2 big rectangular windows beside the main screen had so many smaller windows..some parts of the show, there were people standing in each of the small windows dancing..there was a band playing in one of the window..and at the final, each window shows 1 singapore flag..

the airshow wasnt exciting..but none the less, the canons on the floating platform and the navy kept me very very engaged..i felt patriotic at many times and i felt emo when there were inserts reminding me of the progress singapore has come thus far..

okays..i cant remember already..sadly, we didnt sang this song tt day..

my 3 lovelies




what's in our pink goodie bag


national flag..the red lions..colour part..civil defence team..

pretty sunset by the skyline..

i love it :)

finale

we said the pledge together and sung a couple of songs together before the fireworks brighten the sky..love fireworks :) the 3 of us stay on and took alot more photos which i did a collage but ultimately went missing..

kelley and i headed back to Jurong point for some dinner/supper as that was nearest to where bf would be dismissed..i was super tired by then..but the day was filled with so much far nevertheless..i love my girlfriends..

11:36 AM

sometimes, we think we did our best in the things we do..but then again, our best might not have been enough...

many a times, i feel this way..i am the kind tt would cry over spilled milk..get upset and depressed when things dont go my way..but i think this boils down to the fact tt i sometimes have too much expectations of myself..

i have a secret wish to drive an AUDI..not daddy's audi, but mine..i wish i could go shopping without budgets..i wish travelling would not be an issue..this will be possible someday..5 years, 10years..but i gotta work real hard, and trying my best would not enough..

these are moments where living up to expectations becomes such a headache..

Thursday, July 02, 2009

**work life :) 9:23 PM

its my second day at work and things are looking pretty good for me..


lets look at what are like abt this job first..being a marketing executive, i was told i would be exposed to alot of stuff..probably have to move out of my comfort zone and take some risk when i finally have the opportunity to meet our existing customers..and im quite excited to learn the skills tt would equip me to build up rapport with them..i think in the days to come, i'll probably have to support my managers which saves me from leaving my desk too often :)


today, i got to learn abt the company profile and the products we are dealing with..to be truthful, i really had a hard time trying to grasp the concepts, the electrical instruments, switchgear business..but this company is really doing good business with increasing revenues even in times like this..and for that, i really count myself lucky for being here..and im promise myself i will work hard to prove my worth :)


i tagged along while the engineer went out for demostrations..and he showed me around the different factories and companies under the company group..and one comforting thing, i have rather nice colleagues..there is a auntie who makes coffee for us in the morning..and another round of coffee after lunch time tt is ard 2pm..i took a break from work, sat around and have some coffee this afternoon before i went back for product training..and for lunch, the colleagues will take 3 cars out of this industrial area to have lunch together..


and another thing tt makes me happy is tt i have my own desk and cubicle..a new computer, a personal email, and a direct phone line..haha..this sounds really stupid..but this is the first time i have a desk to myself..


the only thing tt puts me off is the time i have to drag myself out of bed, get changed and head for work..i cant picture myself doing it for the next 1 year..but somehow i have to try..6.30am is way too early for me..and i hardly have time for anything after work :(


baby have been sending me to work and fetching me back cos he is quite free from work..HAHA..but i feel like a old wife being fetched home by her long time husband everytime we head for home together..it warms my heart so much and i feel so spoiled..i really appreciate every little thing he does and his presence in my life :) :) :) thanks baby..

after my 3rd day at work :)